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24 May 2007 @ 02:50 am
well my 18th birthday came and went, i havent had a cake, i havent gotten my presents... but frankly i dont care.

i got my m3 simply for my ds in though, so that was nice. and i need to get my homework ASAP.

but im in a good mood.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: Trist - [hin-fort (Disc 2) #01] (Keine) Angst
26 April 2007 @ 08:28 pm




AND I HAVENT PLAYED WOW FOR DAYS aahahhhhhhhhhh my free account ;-;
Current Location: home
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: 7426. Solarfall - [In Depths And Despair #04] Tearful Heaven
20 April 2007 @ 05:29 pm
close, far, near, distant

i dont know what the fuck to do anymore.

in other news, i just bought WoW and Xenosaga 2.
sunday i am buying Pokemon Pearl and Guitar Hero 2 for the xbox 360.

i believe you can see where my social life is heading.
no sex, no cuddles, no emotial attatchments, and nothing to do this summer but work. looks like ive got my whole life planned. yeeeeep. hopefully on this route i at least pass highschool, if i dont just fucking jump off a bridge before then. or maybe i wont. havent decided yet.

either way, relationships are for people with patience, because i just think i lost all my reserves ive been trying to save up until now.

EDIT: hopeful from irritated.

playing wow with seren.
feeling slightly better.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: Merzbow - [Hard Lovin' Man #01] Hard Lovin' Man Part 1
19 April 2007 @ 07:37 pm
so much shit happens, so much goes on and they expect me to deal with it? fuckity fuck no.

on other news, ive been listening to noise lately. like audible noise sounds in replacement for my usual musical melody.

its good fun.

and i seem to not be able to hang out friday, so im either buying GH2 or WoW. i cant decide yet.
and there goes my vacation. yay for end of the year projects that are unfinished.
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Current Location: home
Current Mood: stressedstressed
Current Music: D'espairsRay - [Terrors #01] facism
18 April 2007 @ 01:26 pm
yes i know deviantart this, deviantart that.
who cares right?

however i am drawing longcat. this is my theme for now to allow me to become motivated for art.

this way i will try other mediums and such and become better at it.

see one example here in my deviantart scraps:

i have another that i will take a picture of since i lack a scanner of my own.
Current Location: grandmother's
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
17 April 2007 @ 07:25 pm
well i went to work today and did some tile cutting. it was mildly fun.

1. take 3x3 tile, cut it with a machine that hardly cuts right, which you have to push by hand.
2. break tile by hitting said cutter against it
3. sometimes it doesnt break along the raised metal fault line! so you have to take this pincher thing and break the pieces off.
4. OH and sometimes you chip the surface doing that, ruining the tile and bringing you back to step one

so yeah it was entertaining. also entertaining is how i now only have friday with my friend to look forward too this week. working, getting money, going back to school. shit doesnt change does it?

ah well complaints are wasted breath so i'll shut up before i begin.
anyways, things are looking up, and i am taking up drawing again, or at least, trying to draw >___>

regardless, i will post more later as things happen.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: indifferentindifferent
Current Music: Until Death Overtakes Me - [Symphony III: Monolith #02] Funeral Dance
15 April 2007 @ 04:01 pm
hey how about i post everything in my playlist cause im a faggot like that lol


well anyways here is my

hopefully that works
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: Leviathan - [Seven and Slaveship #05] Lights Last Cry - Time End
23 June 2006 @ 11:31 pm
ive been playing morrowind more as you can see here MORROWIND
but i bought loveless v1 and v2 and LOVED IT. its simply amazing. ive seen the dub of loveless and im downloading the anime as we speak. i'll get it later. i also cracked my proverbial knuckles and found v3-5 of loveless online. v6 is in RAW (unedited format) so i have to wait with that.

i just hope this doesnt mean im gay or sth...its a shonen-ai/mild yaoi....except without the sex scenes
i just realized i should post these "stop going to shows" videos i found. whoo they pissed me off. next time.
right just concerning myself with work and leaving myself enough $$ for a new computer.
damn IRC and its grammar killing skillz XD whatever, done is done

speaking of whats done is done...what the fuck was i saying. "i dont wanna cheat on you cause i like to party"
what fucking bullshit. hopefully next time i will know better...but i doubt it.
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
Current Music: Rosesdead - The Surface
07 June 2006 @ 07:29 pm
3 weeks and going good with DJ...only now to not jynx it.
anyways...ive been busy...and i have 2 tests tomorrow =_=
oh well nothing else to say...more later after school
Current Location: home
Current Mood: pleasedpleased
Current Music: Gorillaz - Kids With Guns
16 May 2006 @ 09:10 pm
well... it seems i got a girl friend...and her name is DJ.
i dont know if it will work out...cause it started today.
so i dont know what to say on these things anymore...
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: Tool - The Patient